Ah, finally a chance to sit down on my desktop computer... Which really, I haven't in a long time.
Things are different this week because Clement is gone at some leadership camp for a week, but he will be returning in 2 days. Tanner has definitely taken his "brother" spot in the house. Oh Tanner makes me laugh! However, it is basically me and my mom hanging out together, and today was the first dinner we had together all week! Can't blame though, we both do our own thing...
Couple days ago, a group of us went to Cedar Island, which is located about 150m from Fort Henry. I don't really want to talk a lot about it. But something happened and I laughed a lot, but that's not the point. Someone said "my respect for you just dropped so low." For some reason, I just felt really unsure about this whole situation. I mean, it was still hilarious, but I felt guilty for laughing. Oh, I don't know, what can I say, I laugh at everything.
I hung out with friends- moms getting mad because she says im not home enough. Shes not even here!
Today, I volunteered at KGH. Met lots of new people, which in a way I don't appreciate. Just really upsetting to meet someone you really want to get to know, then leave because you're shift is over. Then again some people don't even remember, but how important are volunteers if we go around, and talk to people for a couple minutes then leave. I'm sure all the patients repeat the same story to each volunteer; where they are from, their family, pets, how their day was blah blah blah.
Now I am at a pause. I don't even know if i'm actually helpful at the hospital!
I don't really want to talk about it anymore- Kingston Waterfront is really nice, did you know? I've been there a lot, and seen it from some high windows. Never really thought about appreciating it.

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