What Do You Need This Summer?

Today was a fun day... boring at times, yet fun.
So I am volunteering at a hospital this summer, and I am really happy about it! There was this huge process of applications, and references, then interviews and just a lot... I actually applied almost two months ago, and apparently, there were abut 200 that applied, but only 20 make it. I was absolutely delighted when I recieved my e-mail of acceptance!
Today was the first day of orientation; basically a walkthrough. There is another orientation tomorrow as well. To be honest, I had a general conception of what I was dealing with in the hospital. I had a few friends who has done it last year. Strange, because some friends thought it wasn't fun at all, and on the otherhand, some friends thought it was an amazing oppurtunity. To which one, I yet to know- althought after today's orientation, it seemed like "oh, you will be having so much fun!" Then again, that could be very much misleading.
The orientation got be really pumped up.
In a way, I'm not positively sure why I did this. Well, partially because my mom actually got the application form to me. Of course there are many factors to consider. I just feel like I do want to make this summer worth while, you know? Why would I waste my summer just "chilling" or "hanging out," as much as I would love to just relax, I know I can help other people that aren't able to do that.
WOW that sounded absolutely cheesy. Ok, so that actually is a huge factor, but really I don't know why I am doing this at the same time. I just know I want to be busy this summer, and I know I can be helping and having fun I guess? I really don't know... something to think about I suppose throughout the summer. I think though, just I want to do something for someone- I think that what I need to make me happy.
This is something I really need to think through...
I'll let you know how my orientation tomorrow goes.